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i'm suddenly an adult woman whose life, looking back, was mostly overthinking, worrying, and acting out in my mind in every romanticized detail important life moments i didn't always actually have --all infomed no doubt by copious television watching when i was young -- along with brief pockets of actual living since the age of 13. Put that way I kinda sound like a neurotic loner. which i am. but i hide that really well: the actual living parts have been pretty cool. nowadays i can be found aimlessly shopping in my suburban nightmare of an adopted hometown while I think of the neater things I could be doing, dreaming of moving back to pittsburgh...or to brooklyn - depending on the day, missing my friends but acknowledging i am too lazy to keep in touch or make new ones, reguarly meeting the guy of my dreams only to find out that in reality i have to actually talk to him or something (anything!) or its just...(well, nothing!), or laughing it up at barnes and noble where I am supposed to be a very serious manager type.
and lately i am very into old weird movies found on my ultra-hookedup cable. and cartoon network if i am being honest. and makeover shows (biggest loser anyone? celebrity fit club?) and dieting/going to the gym.
with my spanking new internet connection, i'm mostly looking at vintage purses on ebay at all hours. reguarly i get scared and start frantically reading and listening to npr so as not to let my brain turn to complete mush by the time I hit 30 (dangerously yellow alertishly close as I write even!) sometimes i just stare at the computer screen with my finger on the button that if pressed will take me to where I actually pay to use Jdate.
and it's almost 2007. On December 31 I plan to symbolically crush 2006 into a tiny ball and flick it away, start spinning classes, and take it from there. i'm nothing if not original.

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